the mistakes i've made..tore a hole in my relationships,
opened many issues amoung my family and friends,
the clouds grew darker..to see the lighter side became really hard,
I was caught in a pit that I dug my self,
but I wouldn't put down the shovel yet,
I just kept on digging..and blaming God for something I did myself,
there are no returns, no do overs in life,
all the ways I depended on in the past were blocked,
leaving me to fend for myself,
as my world fell apart..I finally put down the shovel,
and picked up hand fulls of dirt,
I relized that I done all this to myself,
you fix mistakes by learning what you did wrong..and turning from it,
but people will always play armchair quarterback,
telling you what you should do but not really knowing all that's going on,
knowing this I ignored everyone..pressing on the best way I could,
it took months of hard work,,but I stopped the downward spin,
and filled in my holes I dug,
today I am standing on the dirt..where my holes used to be,
I am stronger, I am wiser, I've learned so much..
but it took blood, sweat, and tears..alot of hard work in the wrong direction to relize how wrong I was,
never give up, never give in, keep a open mind,,
and you too will succeed.
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